Friday, 15 June 2012
15/06/12
a very special day today.
Kiko, my very first family cat passed away today. :( it was 5 years 9 months old..was actually looking forward to its birthday this September (a day before UPSR) because 6, is my favourite number. i'm sorry, Kiko i didn't spend that much time with you (actually its bacause you have been sleeping almost everytime i am with you) .sigh.
Last thing i did before Kiko died was feed it..this morning. i should've gave you more food. sorry :( why did you have to die today..i was so happy and then bam this news about your death just ruined my day. i love you so much because apparently i've been the closest to you. it's sad how i will never find you taking half of my bed sleeping like a boss, see you enjoying your sleep at the couch outside, your cute little paws on the car window, your 'sudden appearance' out of the blue -never failing to scare me, your gay meow, you half shaved fur because of your allergies, your 'cow nose' when we fight, how you can open doors by yourself and making me think it is some ghost because of how slow you walk, how jealous you can get when we bring new cats home and etc etc... i'm gonna miss seeing you everyday :(
I have 2 permanent scars from you if you dont know. one on my face and one on my right finger. so now whenever i look at my scars...it's gonna remind me of you :(
Scar 1 on my face: Got it when i was outside playing with Kiko until i saw 2 puppies on the road. forgetting cats were scared of dogs, i called it while holding Kiko and without realizing Kiko jumped onto my head leaving a scar on my face.maybe on my head too. im so sorry
Scar 2 on my finger: i dont clearly remember..but all i remember is that i didn't want you to go away until you slide down from my hand without on of your nails stuck in my finger...leaving a really deep cut which is now a scar. well sorry again? heheh
Best memories with Kiko?
when we first brought you home from church (Rhema)
you were the lucky one because all your other sibs are prolly dead or being stray cats now. you were the youngest and when we got you, your eyes were still close. and i remember how i would stay by you everyday (because well i was free since we had school holiday) until your eyes opened. only one side of your eyes opened though until like 3 days later then your other eyes opened. heh.
in KL- we were having Kenny Rogers when suddenly my maid called us from home telling us how Kiko got bitten badly by dogs. and....maid put a freaking band aid on your wound. HAHA she was so dumb lmao. well you got a hole on your right/left leg after that.
Kiko getting lost when it was a kitten. haha funniest one. we came back from dinner to find that Kiko was missing in action. We all cried. and until i was going to sleep, i put my hands under the pillow to find something really warm beneath. to my surprise it was kiko! hahaha buried under my pillow...sleeping
Kiko, as you all should know is a stray cat. so Kiko had been lost a couple of times. Twice, he was on the neighbours roof. it was soooo difficult to take him down that the brother had to climb onto the roof to bring it down. silly cat.
Just last week, Kiko spent the night in my room because dad's room was locked. LOL Meowed like crazy at 7 in the morning asking me to open the door but i was too lazy soo...he had to stay longer.
If you didn't know. Kiko died because my grandma accidentally knocked it over. you have no idea how sad my grandma is and how sorry she is for us.. :(
Grandma told me that these few days Kiko kept wanting to follow her to pick us up from school..i guess he wanted to see how Lodge looked like before he died? Kiko knew he was gonna die so when grandma fed it his favourite fish, it refused to eat. so unlucky for Kiko, when grandma was going out today, he quickly ran near the tyre of the car and without grandma realizing, Kiko was knocked over. :( After that grandma quickly brought Kiko to the Vet...but he could'nt be save...so he died around 3. Kiko is buried in my garden now... why did Kiko have to die this way?! :( :(
that's all i can say about Kiko and my memories with him. there's so much and i'm lazy to type.
usually now Kiko will be sleeping on my bed but well...i guess God just wanted him back since Kiko was a gift to us from him :) RIP KIKO. the most unordinary cat with SWAG. "i hope you have nine lives.and wake up to be somebody elses cat." -Beezus. I love you so much. I'll miss you real bad..and your cacated tail :(
Kiko, my very first family cat passed away today. :( it was 5 years 9 months old..was actually looking forward to its birthday this September (a day before UPSR) because 6, is my favourite number. i'm sorry, Kiko i didn't spend that much time with you (actually its bacause you have been sleeping almost everytime i am with you) .sigh.
Last thing i did before Kiko died was feed it..this morning. i should've gave you more food. sorry :( why did you have to die today..i was so happy and then bam this news about your death just ruined my day. i love you so much because apparently i've been the closest to you. it's sad how i will never find you taking half of my bed sleeping like a boss, see you enjoying your sleep at the couch outside, your cute little paws on the car window, your 'sudden appearance' out of the blue -never failing to scare me, your gay meow, you half shaved fur because of your allergies, your 'cow nose' when we fight, how you can open doors by yourself and making me think it is some ghost because of how slow you walk, how jealous you can get when we bring new cats home and etc etc... i'm gonna miss seeing you everyday :(
I have 2 permanent scars from you if you dont know. one on my face and one on my right finger. so now whenever i look at my scars...it's gonna remind me of you :(
Scar 1 on my face: Got it when i was outside playing with Kiko until i saw 2 puppies on the road. forgetting cats were scared of dogs, i called it while holding Kiko and without realizing Kiko jumped onto my head leaving a scar on my face.maybe on my head too. im so sorry
Scar 2 on my finger: i dont clearly remember..but all i remember is that i didn't want you to go away until you slide down from my hand without on of your nails stuck in my finger...leaving a really deep cut which is now a scar. well sorry again? heheh
Best memories with Kiko?
when we first brought you home from church (Rhema)
you were the lucky one because all your other sibs are prolly dead or being stray cats now. you were the youngest and when we got you, your eyes were still close. and i remember how i would stay by you everyday (because well i was free since we had school holiday) until your eyes opened. only one side of your eyes opened though until like 3 days later then your other eyes opened. heh.
in KL- we were having Kenny Rogers when suddenly my maid called us from home telling us how Kiko got bitten badly by dogs. and....maid put a freaking band aid on your wound. HAHA she was so dumb lmao. well you got a hole on your right/left leg after that.
Kiko getting lost when it was a kitten. haha funniest one. we came back from dinner to find that Kiko was missing in action. We all cried. and until i was going to sleep, i put my hands under the pillow to find something really warm beneath. to my surprise it was kiko! hahaha buried under my pillow...sleeping
Kiko, as you all should know is a stray cat. so Kiko had been lost a couple of times. Twice, he was on the neighbours roof. it was soooo difficult to take him down that the brother had to climb onto the roof to bring it down. silly cat.
Just last week, Kiko spent the night in my room because dad's room was locked. LOL Meowed like crazy at 7 in the morning asking me to open the door but i was too lazy soo...he had to stay longer.
If you didn't know. Kiko died because my grandma accidentally knocked it over. you have no idea how sad my grandma is and how sorry she is for us.. :(
Grandma told me that these few days Kiko kept wanting to follow her to pick us up from school..i guess he wanted to see how Lodge looked like before he died? Kiko knew he was gonna die so when grandma fed it his favourite fish, it refused to eat. so unlucky for Kiko, when grandma was going out today, he quickly ran near the tyre of the car and without grandma realizing, Kiko was knocked over. :( After that grandma quickly brought Kiko to the Vet...but he could'nt be save...so he died around 3. Kiko is buried in my garden now... why did Kiko have to die this way?! :( :(
that's all i can say about Kiko and my memories with him. there's so much and i'm lazy to type.
usually now Kiko will be sleeping on my bed but well...i guess God just wanted him back since Kiko was a gift to us from him :) RIP KIKO. the most unordinary cat with SWAG. "i hope you have nine lives.and wake up to be somebody elses cat." -Beezus. I love you so much. I'll miss you real bad..and your cacated tail :(
Sunday, 10 June 2012
School
school tomorrow. yay -_-
finished my sejarah today so y'know what it means? gonna be late for school tomorrow bitches.
had to actually convince my bro not to go to school so early tomorrow. no idea what's wrong with my sibs because they always wanna go to school early. dafuq? I wake up at 6 every day, but they wake up at 5. so usually when i'm in the shower (i always take 15 minutes to sleep on the toilet bowl, 10 minutes to sleep in the shower and 5 minutes for shampooing), they will be downstairs done with their breakfast. -_- well actually only my little sister. my bro will be in his room sleeping until dad comes banging on his door. After showering i will take another 30 minutes to get ready for school...so i'm always the one who makes everyone late.
i fucking hate school especially now that we're sitting for PMR this year. asdfghjkl fuck this shit. Lodge is just...pure shit. with a shitty director, principal and some shitty teachers. The B.O.D should seriously fire Chang and hire someone like Mr Lee or smtg,
hahahha ok it's time to sleep though i'm not even tired. goodnight lovelies.
finished my sejarah today so y'know what it means? gonna be late for school tomorrow bitches.
had to actually convince my bro not to go to school so early tomorrow. no idea what's wrong with my sibs because they always wanna go to school early. dafuq? I wake up at 6 every day, but they wake up at 5. so usually when i'm in the shower (i always take 15 minutes to sleep on the toilet bowl, 10 minutes to sleep in the shower and 5 minutes for shampooing), they will be downstairs done with their breakfast. -_- well actually only my little sister. my bro will be in his room sleeping until dad comes banging on his door. After showering i will take another 30 minutes to get ready for school...so i'm always the one who makes everyone late.
i fucking hate school especially now that we're sitting for PMR this year. asdfghjkl fuck this shit. Lodge is just...pure shit. with a shitty director, principal and some shitty teachers. The B.O.D should seriously fire Chang and hire someone like Mr Lee or smtg,
hahahha ok it's time to sleep though i'm not even tired. goodnight lovelies.
Saturday, 9 June 2012
Sunday
12am. fuck this fuckery. school starts tomorrow and i just feel like killing myself right now.
anyway, im currently looking for Concentration Pills so that i can focus on my studies more. the pressure is on. gonna promise myself that i will work hard from today onwards till PMR. 7As!!
anyway, im currently looking for Concentration Pills so that i can focus on my studies more. the pressure is on. gonna promise myself that i will work hard from today onwards till PMR. 7As!!
:)
finished watching Sundays At Tiffany's. Best movie ever i swear. How i wish i had an imaginary friend too....... and the little girl in the movie is gorgeous. Glad i watched this movie.
Sundays At Tiffany's
just saw this gif on Tumblr and i swear it's the cutest thing ever. such a young gentleman lol. so i guess im gonna watch this movie now :p xx
Pizza Hut
The pizza and chicken actually came. ahahhahaha. with a freaking huge bottle of pepsi because i thought it was gonna be a small one..
8th June 2012
forgot to say this but...
HAPPY BELATED 11TH MONTH THOUGH WE'RE NOT OFFICIALLY TOGETHER!! <3
Saturday 09/06/12
getting really depressed + stressed out that school will be starting in 2 damn days.
Gonna have to go to school early on Monday to copy answers for Sejarah-i swear teacher is crazy. We are supposed to finish the whole form 1 sejarah work book. -_- Plus after this holiday ends, we're gonna have 2 test a week. TWO TEST, FIVE DAYS. u kiddin' me bro.
Currently lazing in bed...waiting for my Pizza and Deli Wings to come. Tried ordering it online for the first time because i'm too lazy to go down and use the house phone.. and it saves money...? heh. starving like hell that i actually feel like my tummy is eating itself up.
Think i'm gonna be sick soon. My throat is all dried up and i have a cold. OK im confused. i have sinus. soo....is this a cold or what. -_- God Bless Me.
hmm about school first term examination...it was bad. yeah real bad. it didn't even feel like it was exam when we were sitting for it? lulz. so far i think i did pretty good though. 2 Bs already. B for Sejarah for the first time. wow lol. honestly i 'tembak' everything. Like literally everything...and i still got a B. Not bad for a dumbass like me. the other B is KHB. TERRIBLE! every girls in the class got an A except for Lindie, Eleanor and I. well guess this is what i get for not studying? and only picking what i wanna study instead of everything? and day dreaming in class half of the time? LOL.
Gonna have to go to school early on Monday to copy answers for Sejarah-i swear teacher is crazy. We are supposed to finish the whole form 1 sejarah work book. -_- Plus after this holiday ends, we're gonna have 2 test a week. TWO TEST, FIVE DAYS. u kiddin' me bro.
Currently lazing in bed...waiting for my Pizza and Deli Wings to come. Tried ordering it online for the first time because i'm too lazy to go down and use the house phone.. and it saves money...? heh. starving like hell that i actually feel like my tummy is eating itself up.
Think i'm gonna be sick soon. My throat is all dried up and i have a cold. OK im confused. i have sinus. soo....is this a cold or what. -_- God Bless Me.
hmm about school first term examination...it was bad. yeah real bad. it didn't even feel like it was exam when we were sitting for it? lulz. so far i think i did pretty good though. 2 Bs already. B for Sejarah for the first time. wow lol. honestly i 'tembak' everything. Like literally everything...and i still got a B. Not bad for a dumbass like me. the other B is KHB. TERRIBLE! every girls in the class got an A except for Lindie, Eleanor and I. well guess this is what i get for not studying? and only picking what i wanna study instead of everything? and day dreaming in class half of the time? LOL.
Wednesday, 6 June 2012
Wednesday 06/06/12
Nice date today. 6, my favourite number.
Woke up at 12 today because of my crazy maid and siblings running around the house shouting at each other. ugh. so i pretty much had a bad start of the day. i fucking hate it when people disturb my sleep. sleep is like the only time when i'm relaxed and when i'm awake it's like...hell for everyone. i get moodswings. for a moment i can be high and then hyper and then sleepy and then grumpy and then emo and yeah everything.
Sister and Grandma came back from Bario today. And mom and sis will be leaving to KL this Saturday while mom will transit to Vietnam. Yayy for having the room to myself again. ^_^
Charles got kicked out of the house again today..well no idea why. his parents seem to scold him for almost everything? LOL. He isn't replying my whatsapp now and i'm worried as heck because he's all alone out there in an abandoned house. scary shit. -_- wanted him to stay the night at my house but since he was not allowed to drive..he had to walk. so, nah.
Goodnight for now :) gonna continue watching Youtube videos and sleep
Woke up at 12 today because of my crazy maid and siblings running around the house shouting at each other. ugh. so i pretty much had a bad start of the day. i fucking hate it when people disturb my sleep. sleep is like the only time when i'm relaxed and when i'm awake it's like...hell for everyone. i get moodswings. for a moment i can be high and then hyper and then sleepy and then grumpy and then emo and yeah everything.
Sister and Grandma came back from Bario today. And mom and sis will be leaving to KL this Saturday while mom will transit to Vietnam. Yayy for having the room to myself again. ^_^
Charles got kicked out of the house again today..well no idea why. his parents seem to scold him for almost everything? LOL. He isn't replying my whatsapp now and i'm worried as heck because he's all alone out there in an abandoned house. scary shit. -_- wanted him to stay the night at my house but since he was not allowed to drive..he had to walk. so, nah.
Goodnight for now :) gonna continue watching Youtube videos and sleep
Tuesday, 5 June 2012
Barbara Palvin
if you guys know me well, umm i have a crush on Barbara Palvin. YESSS she's so hot lol omg back off everyone she's mine ok.OK? She's my inspiration :') ahh i love her so much lol ok. im bisexual and this is the lesbian side of me. BARBARA PALVIN. would sooo love to meet her one day.
Jeffrey Campbell Lita Spike
I'm just so in love with this right now. thought of ordering it online but it cost like $185? Dollars lol are you kidding me nigga. I mean i would've just buy it but CREDIT CARD!! that damn plastic can satisfy my needs :(
this shall be on my christmas wish list. since ange will be going of to UK in September imma try ask my mom to get me this. and if all else fails...ange better get me this and deliver em to me.....or i will be one sad bitch.
Burberry Beat
As some of you know, i have a collection of perfumes and i dont really use them except for my Dior Addict and Burberry Brit (a christmas present from Charles) so i'm thinking of selling off my Burberry Beat for RM 150-has only been used once by the way. and the original price is RM270. Im still currently saving up for some items on my wish list such as Chanel Chance and a Jeffrey Campbell Lita Spike and Lita Night. haha.
Burberry Beat selling for RM150 :)
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p/s: the smell is quite strong and will last you the whole day. hahaha
girlfriend
currently acting like some jealous bitch with charles though we're not together and he's here merajuk-ing.....wookay man. hahhahaha. skipped tuition today and went to KGS for dinner. their butter prawn is awesome posum!! ahh thinking about it makes me drool. heh. after dinner we went to look for some movies to watch and ended up buying some singapore ghost movie called 'Twisted Love'. HAHA i swear the ghost in it is the funniest shit ever. lmao movies nowdays.
Monday, 4 June 2012
Just a short post
Found some old pictures of me from last year- i think. and damn, i've changed so much. i look old now...how wish i still look like the picture below this. :}
Monday, 04/06/12
Easy drink easy go. finally got to try it since i heard from alot of people that it's good. It was sooo disappointing. it wasnt that nice like i expected it to be and the queue...was long.and it took forever for my drink to come. terrible service -.- after getting the drink, mud allec and i rushed back to MBO so we could watch our movie. lol mud was soo impatient. after reaching, i finally tried the pearl milk tea...guess what. the straw was too small! so we only got to drink the milk tea -_- omfg asdfghjkl!! first and the last time going there.
currently blogging from my Samsung Galaxy Tab (yeah..my current phone because my bb bold got confiscated right before my birthday :( )
Battery is running out, so bye! :)
Saturday, 2 June 2012
ZA
Just came back from Boulevard and so far it was only my 3rd time being there. i swear i hate that place soooo much. the parking,the people,the environment and everything is seriously..ugh. Back to the topic, i got myself some ZA products (was going to get a pimple cream ONLY but the salesgirl recommended all the other shiz and i was too paiseh to reject them so....) yup i bought all of em. a little too pricey though. :/
4 of the Za products i bought
The first from the left is the Toner which cost RM 26.90
Second from the left is the Foamy Cleanser and the price remains unknown
Third from the left is the Moisturizer which cost RM 26.90 too
And lastly the last one is thee Blemish Shot Pore Treatment Gel.price remains unknown too
Ok in total everything cost about RM75 -_-
What i do to have clean and clear skin. LOL. Some people thinks i have good skin but seriously, no i dont, and i hate my skin quite very much. Anyway, i personally do not think this product will work so i'll just stick to my Duac Once Daily Gel :) it really works on my skin so, whoever with severe acne or whatever, i do recommend you to try it out. A little pricey though- RM41+? but i got it for a slightly cheaper price as it was ny dad's friend shop. 
Gonna try out my new Za products nowww
Before that....A little cheering up for me
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Rainbow Sour Tape!! My all time favourite sweet ^_^
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Bonjour
I've been bored lately so i've decided to create myself a blogspot since Facebook and Twitter were getting too boring and all that was left for me was Instagram: averilleeruran prettty sure i'll get bored of it soon...or maybe not heh.
Sadly this two weeks holiday = No travelling. One week is gonna pass soon (was sure fast as heck) and i havent been productive. Tried to study,failed. How i wish I had white parents instead of asian parents.LOL.
Wellll was supposed to wake up early today for the Lodge Closed Tennis but was too lazy to get up so i missed it. No idea why i've been so tired lately though i slept for the whole day yesterday. yeah like literally the whole day from 1pm-10pm? ......oh well hahahaha
Made S'Mores for the little sissy and myself. Wasn't that bad as i used Jacobs biscuit instead of Graham Cracker or Digestives. Currently in bed with the laptop and Lays (was supposed to continue watching American Pie but it stopped workingg. sigh)
ok that's it. will blog more soon. xx
Sadly this two weeks holiday = No travelling. One week is gonna pass soon (was sure fast as heck) and i havent been productive. Tried to study,failed. How i wish I had white parents instead of asian parents.LOL.
Wellll was supposed to wake up early today for the Lodge Closed Tennis but was too lazy to get up so i missed it. No idea why i've been so tired lately though i slept for the whole day yesterday. yeah like literally the whole day from 1pm-10pm? ......oh well hahahaha
Made S'Mores for the little sissy and myself. Wasn't that bad as i used Jacobs biscuit instead of Graham Cracker or Digestives. Currently in bed with the laptop and Lays (was supposed to continue watching American Pie but it stopped workingg. sigh)
ok that's it. will blog more soon. xx
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